My God

The sound of his voice - pure happiness. Watching him run on his tippy-toes across the floor - pure bliss. Hearing him say "Hi Papa" pure joy. Thank you God for this totally wonderful feeling of love. My God I love that little boy. My God!!

Love

I am in the middle of a road trip in San Francisco. I have been in Houston and tomorrow I go to LA. Tonight, Jane sent me a picture of Brendan who is spending the night. I have never ever and I could never ever love ANYTHING like I love that little boy. My whole being swells to the utmost. I am ready to explode!! Thank you God for giving me this love. This solid, perfect, wonderful love. My true love for my grandson has changed my life! My life is so wonderful - because of love. My love for Brendan.

My Bubby

I'm not allowed to see my my little Bubby anymore and it hurts. I am comforted by the fact that "what goes around cones around". See you soon little buddy. I love you Brendan!!

My grandson means the world to me. Unfortunately, my grandson is a pawn with his mother. My grandson's mother has a daughter with a different dad then my grandson. My grandson's mom only cares about her daughter. She does NOT care about her son, My GRANDSON, like she cares about her daughter. Period! Her daughter is just like her. Never wrong. Always right. Very frustrating. Hey Elisabeth, talk to me when Libby is 14.

Amazed

I have not written on this blog in over a year and I had 2 readers of my previous blog ( just hours ago) read this blog. This blog is about love. The most powerful force in the universe. Love attracts love. I will now add to this blog with info on Brendan. Brendan - LOVE. Powerful yes it is!!

My Bubby

This is a blog no one reads. This is a most important blog for me because I write about the most important aspect of my life - my grandson Brendan. Don't get me wrong, I love my wife, I love my two sons Tom and Mike and I love my three step-children, but my love for Brendan is a completely different love than I have for the other loves of my life. Brendan is an Angel. Brendan is a gift from God to me and Jane. Brendan gives out a love to Jane and I that cannot be equaled. It is a love from heaven. Thank you God for this wonderful gift - Brendan. He has changed my life. He has shown me love, true love. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you.

Amazing

The emotions that this loving little boy elicits are so very, very powerful. I sent a video on my iphone to my wife, Jane, today for Brendan. I told him that I wished that I could be at lunch with him and Nana but that I had to work. After I sent the video (from Busch Stadium) I teared up big time. You see, I angered his mother with a comment that I shouldn't have made (I later apologized) and now this vindictive person is doing her best to take my grandson away from me. After being with this little boy EVERY day for the first three and a half years of his life, his mother has decided that he son is a pawn (not a son) and he will NOT be with Nana and Papa unless she decides that he will do so. Of course, her decision has nothing to do with the fact that this 28 year old has #1 has never graduated from high school, #2 has never had a drivers licence and #3 has never achieved her GED. Despite the fact that my wife drove her to and/or from or both to work for 6 years she "doesn't feel comfortable" riding with her. My statement on Facebook that she was a "hoosier dimwit" caused her to use her son as a pawn. Her ignorance has hurt her son and she doesn't get it or she doesn't care. Bad grandparent to call the grandson's mom a hoosier dimwit. Bad for a mom to use her son as a pawn. They are both bad. Which is worse?