My Bubs

I have not commented on this blog in over 2 years. It does not matter if it has been 2 seconds, 2 minutes, 2 hours, 2 years or 200 years. I am 60 years old. I have NEVER loved anything like I love my grandson Brendan. And I never could. And I never could. This love grows stronger each and every day despite the fact that his parents prevent me from seeing him when I can. I am allowed 1 day a week. Love CAN never be defeated. These drug addicts will lose. Yes, they are addicted to drugs. I will raise this wonderful angel - Brendan. Watch!

It Never Ends

I am in Chicago. Nana is with Brendan for a sleepover at home in Missouri. I wish I was there. The absolute joy in Jane's voice as she talks about Brendan is so infectious. After tomorrow's game I go to Milwaukee. I wish I was going home. Sometimes my love for Brendan hurts. It does tonight. My God, I love that little boy!! !

My God

The sound of his voice - pure happiness. Watching him run on his tippy-toes across the floor - pure bliss. Hearing him say "Hi Papa" pure joy. Thank you God for this totally wonderful feeling of love. My God I love that little boy. My God!!

Love

I am in the middle of a road trip in San Francisco. I have been in Houston and tomorrow I go to LA. Tonight, Jane sent me a picture of Brendan who is spending the night. I have never ever and I could never ever love ANYTHING like I love that little boy. My whole being swells to the utmost. I am ready to explode!! Thank you God for giving me this love. This solid, perfect, wonderful love. My true love for my grandson has changed my life! My life is so wonderful - because of love. My love for Brendan.

My Bubby

I'm not allowed to see my my little Bubby anymore and it hurts. I am comforted by the fact that "what goes around cones around". See you soon little buddy. I love you Brendan!!

My grandson means the world to me. Unfortunately, my grandson is a pawn with his mother. My grandson's mother has a daughter with a different dad then my grandson. My grandson's mom only cares about her daughter. She does NOT care about her son, My GRANDSON, like she cares about her daughter. Period! Her daughter is just like her. Never wrong. Always right. Very frustrating. Hey Elisabeth, talk to me when Libby is 14.

Amazed

I have not written on this blog in over a year and I had 2 readers of my previous blog ( just hours ago) read this blog. This blog is about love. The most powerful force in the universe. Love attracts love. I will now add to this blog with info on Brendan. Brendan - LOVE. Powerful yes it is!!